The first days are the hardest days...

Truly, to quote The Greatful Dead, the first days of a diet are always the hardest. You are hungry all the time and can't stand it. You would do anything for a single french fry, and everytime you think about eating an apple you want to scream. But, slowly, you learn to accept that you can only eat a cup full of spagetti or a single cookie and soon after you realize that you get full from the smaller portions. I am by no means to this point yet.

Today I wanted to eat my face off. i started out alright. I had a banana and a nutri-grain bar for breakfast and was satisfied. For lunch I ate an apple, a fat free pudding and a Smartone frozen dinner. After work I had a 100 calorie pack as a snack. Since it has been super hot out, I made sure to drink plenty of water. Then, I got home from work. I was planning on eating some grapes and a personal pizza. (Which I did). And then I ate another personal pan pizza and part of my fiance's Chipotle. Now I feel fat and nasty and kind of want some more Chipotle. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.